So said the cinematic screenwriting coach, Robert McKee. I watched Adaptation tonight, which unexpectedly became one of my favorite movies of all time when it was released on video. At the time, I was sort of getting settled into a “real” job after college, and this film really spoke to me (so much so that I call it a film). Recently, I saw Synecdoche, New York and was disappointed when it failed to touch me in that special place like Adaptation had. For the uninitiated, these two films share the same writer, but the difference is that Synecdoche, New York was writer Charlie Kaufman’s directorial debut (or so goes the story; I honestly don’t follow Hollywood mechanics but became an avid fan of Charlie Kaufman’s writing after Being John Malkovich and, later, Adaptation). After being disappointed, I thought it would be interesting to watch Adaptation again to see how it strikes me now.
Usually, when I think about re-watching movies, I think of Tony Robbins’s comment about how if you see a movie a second time, you need to get a life. That sort of motivational self-loathing usually stops me, but sometimes I can rationalize it as being constructive in my own creative and self-reflection processes. See? I can be neurotic like a real writer!
Enough time had passed since I first saw this movie to where I wasn’t able to recall most of the plot, which gave me an enjoyable opportunity to experience things differently than how I had six years ago. For instance, I identified with Kaufman’s nervous insecurity when I originally liked this movie, and I was impressed with the complex expression of simple “truths” and insights. In many ways, the structure and presentation, as well as the attention to story detail, in Adaptation remind me of The Big Lebowski, but whereas The Big Lebowski ratchets up the lulz, Adaptation seems more focused on delivering a ….an opportunity for introspection(?). With various characters experiencing major life changes, as well as histories of loss, Adaptation delves into serious issues in a way that may comfort viewers as it demonstrates the shared aberrance of poachers and professional writers. Cinematically, it works on many levels, and I still believe it’s a brilliant story.
The first time I saw it, Adaptation made me think, “That writer really harnesses his crazy!” Then, the key lessons I took from it were Donald’s insights about owning his love for the girl who dismissed him and ubiquitous, impending danger. Lately, though, I have been thinking about starting a new project—or some new projects. I want to work on something bigger than myself because lately, I feel like squandered potential energy; I have a lot of stuff going on, but, like Susan Orlean in Adaptation, I want to feel completely passionate about something. Whereas previously I was more interested in Kaufman’s character’s neurosis, this time Susan Orlean’s focus on change (not necessarily her own tumult) and Bob McKee as a deus ex machina captured my attention. In fact, the key lessons I walk away with this time are that “Change is not a choice” and, as I indicated in the title, “Wow them in the end, and you’ve got a hit.”
Now I want to talk about all kinds of real-life applications for this insight, but I will organize my thoughts and add those posts to the list of other drafts I never finish.